Relapse
Il est 23 heures. J'ai 15 ans. Bientôt 16. Ca va faire 4 ans et demi que c'est arrivé pour la première fois. Ce sentiment de vide.
Wait, maybe it would be better to explain it in English.
Sooo... It has been 4 years and a half. And now I'm crying myself to sleep. I'm how so exhausted. Well yeah, also physically, but so much more mentally.
As I thought, I had the so called "relapse" during vacation... Halloween vacation. So the best ones.
Christmas' are also good, but I have to see my family, which is kind of awful at times. Even with only my close family - so mother, brother and sister - I'm almost stressed every day. And I'm not even talking to school...! Aaah, French school system, how lovely...
Whatever, nighty night~!